Today has been a tough day, I was wearing this super cute outfit, oversized sweater,off the shoulder type, it was a light brown color, pairing it with a brown plaid skirt, and my beautiful black freddy boots. When a car zoomed past, and splashed my charming outfit. I was IN SHOCK, I was on my way for a date with a guy I met online, and have been talking to through discord, and insta. And when I arrived, it was half wet with water, and a bit of mud.. He looked at me in disgust Like- I look GLAM no matter what, but he looked at me as if I came out of a pig pen. Which fyi I did not, I looked cute even though my outfit was half ruined. So the guy stood up, and paid for his coffee, he slapped 40 bucks at the table that we were supposed to chat at, gave me a wave, and walked out. WALKED OUT ON ME, we didn't even chat, I didn't even get the CHANCE to say hello. I swear my eyes were almost stinking with tears of humiliation, I wanted to cry right then and there, but guys, I'm 20, a adult crying about something so stupid, would be, well... stupid? Afterwards I walked home, my outift ruined, my mascara running down my cheeks. I. was. a. mess. I arrive home, finding out the “guy” that ran out on me blocked me on all social media platforms. Guys, I keep putting my heart out on the line, only to get it broken, over, and over again. My friends and family help me heal myself, my heart, but this time, I don't know if it can get fixed this time...