Today is wash day! Been dying to wash my hair for the last few days, but it's hard to work around my weekly schedule. Homework, work, etc. Cause it's not just washing. It's retwisting that's time consuming.

Awful day for work. Super slow. It's 10 and I'm considering calling it quits and washing my hair. Sidenote: I've noticed it doesn't get as dry now that I stopped spraying it with rosemary oil. Found something better.

Yay! Hit my goal for today. Managed to snag a lot of high paying studies this morning. I might clock out soon.

Gonna be an even slower day at work. This is the main downside of working solo. No steady work. Will have to poke around for other options.

I was able to clock out an hour early today. Could've done it sooner but I wanted to reach my hard goal. Caught a lot of high paying studies this morning!

Too brain fried to focus on German homework today. Might save it for the weekend, when I don't have work. Or take tmr off, but ugh...even a half day would work. Largely depends on my gf, who has tmr off and may be rowdy.

Could also take a break now and try again an hour later...might not be a bad idea, actually. Rest my dry eyes.

And now I remember why I left BlueSky in the first place...I'm connected via WAFRN but goddamn I hate being the new guy all over again.

Gotta take a break from my Sociology homework. Been working for 2 hours?? 10 questions, 7 done. Will save the rest for tmr because I want to do a German assignment. And then relax before my dad calls me in 2 hours...

"Why does this class seem so familiar? Oh, wait..." I took it my first at this college. Ugh. Awkward but I doubt the teacher will recognize me.

For a long time, I think I mistook mania for happiness. I'm clinically depressed and before being medicated, I was often numb to my own feelings and in a constant state of misery. I thought non-depressies were always happy and carefree.

And when I write characters like that, I had to exaggerate what I thought "happiness" looks like.

Ugh I hate having one bathroom.

More and more, I find little point in sharing things I find interesting. I have zero reach and less than a handful of mutuals and followers engage with my posts. Or if they do, it's smth I don't expect. So confusing.